I haaaaate it. I used to be such a moody little thing back in the high school years, but now im much more mellow and normally dont care bout things.

But ive been lonely lately > Of course every now and then it happens and i know WHY. I think about him everyday (even for just a second). every -freakin- day *graaaawr*
He goes to school in Boston so i only get to see him so much ya know, but whenever he comes down we hang out almost every night alll night and i LOVE it. Its one of the few things in life that makes me sooooooo so happy. I dont know ive just felt like saying that for a while now and this is the only place i really can...Facebook will just turn into a mess of ppl bothering me about it (including family, eek lol)....and at least here i can talk to a couple people......basically just Jess it seems mostly XD

Just had to get my little lonely girly sadness out there so i'll feel maybe slightly better.

But yea....I miss him.....alot

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Well off that topic ive been listening to Clutch ALOT lately. If anyone doesnt know they are from my good 'ol state of Maryland and are....just awesome.

Everytime i hear this song i have to sing alone and dance a little bit. love love love love it. The singer has one of those voices i like to describe as yummy and unique x3

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OH speaking of yummy voices, once i said this i also thought of the singer (Michael Poulsen) for Volbeat, who has the ultimate yummy voice (plus hes perty)! its like...you hear his voice, freeze, gawk, then dissolve XD

...at least for me...

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Okay....its 4 am....better go to bed before i start getting weirder and crazier >_>